i can recall
the feeling of the carpet
under my boots
rooted to the ground
when you approached me
your eyes burning
and your gaze piercing
subtlely
then, quietly, you slid your body down my frame
your head resting back with ecstasy,
i was so afraid
i let my hands rest noncomittally on your hips
and followed the rolling
and moving and sliding
until one hand couldn’t help but grip you a little tighter
and then the other
pulling you closer
and feeling you hotter and hotter
as your back began to arch and twist
spine turning your hips
grinding into me
your ass felt perfect
but i still pretended
then your hand
slipping fingers through my fingers
just barely
and out of sight
the whole room was elsewhere
and us at the center
one being
so i smiled and sighed onto your neck
feeling your skin prickle and your hips thrust further into my bones
holding you by your hip flexors
underneath thin clothes and thinner skin
pure and bony
i gripped you tightly
and then suddenly couldn’t resist
the urge to hear you in your paradise
to feel your body pulsing with desire, pressed into mine and burning together
i felt my hand slip beneath your waistline, just for a moment, and you submitted
turning your hips faster and pushing them into me, winding yourself gracefully across my body
making me crave you
turning your head, i caught the smell of your hair
woody and fresh
and you reached your arm up
and took hold of the back of my head
grinding your body into me
i looked down at my hands gripping you just barely
on your creamy inner thigh
and saw your contracting muscles
throbbing
as you worked your body down, up and all over me
a fine mist of sweat on your legs
and around the thin cloth
and as your arms gripped my head, i noticed your shirt peeling away
your hair filled me with smells
as i breathed out i saw your mouth as you turned to look at me shyly
then arched your neck so my lips brushed your eager skin
our eyes burned with passion
out of control
you threw yourself to me
and i grasped you, pulling you in
but our faces dared each other
we couldnt meet eyes or we’d have to run
and go fucking insane
because we’d never felt this way and
were dying to be bad
my lips grazed your ear
and i nibbled softly with an exhale that made you shake
i longed to throw you on the wall and violently fuck you because i felt your skin respond to my touch, pulling me in and begging for more
i still remember the feeling of
longing to grip you, touch you, keep you, free you until you lost yourself